Manifest.

Theres been a hundred and one things that i've been wanting to tell you but had'nt had the chance or should i say guts to. These feelings in me that has blossomed into something more. Somehow or rather , i feel safe and secure when we chat be it real life or virtually. To me , your like lithium. numbing my soul from the ever depressing life that we're living in. Your my happiness , joy , laughter , sorrow all piled up like leaves that has fallen during autumn, as tall as an average guy in which i can just fall back on and lay there for hours in the mid day sun..

But i guess your just a cloud thats passing by following the direction in which the wind takes you.

Okayy that was just my random thoughts..i've been sleeping at 10pm and waking up at 4am and just lay on my bed staring into the ceiling.

Whats wrong with me?